Frust terduduk?

Assalammualaikum y'all!
Okay. Frust terduduk.
Yes, I am.
THE FACT THAT I CAN'T JOIN MY FRIEND GOING TO GOLDEN DISK AWARD THIS 15-16 JANUARY 2013.
Aigoo. Okay, take note that I am not that mental breakdown. Just frustrated.
My friend and I already planned everything.
So, transport and friend is settled. What left? Permission....

I ask my MOM and DAD that I want to attend an award event at SEPANG, KL.
They says I can't attend because we are going to USS(Universal Studio Singapore) at 18 Jan.....
they told me that every was already arranged and can't be cancel. I still have other KPOP event more soon.
Lots money needed to used this month. Okay, I understand MOM, DAD.
I am not mad with you guys. Tak terdetik pun.
I understand that you guys want me to focus on study. I will. :)

So, NO FOR ME TO GO TO GDA. Sorry guys *TINO and IEFA*.
Yeah. I am kind sad and frust. All my biased is there. *Yoon Dujun is there*
TOP FAVOURITE GROUP IS THERE. *lots T.T*
But, FAMILY FIRST. Biased got nothing with me.
But, I just left a chance. This kind of award.
RM200 for 2 days event. Yeah, it is okay...

My current state.

Mood nak makan, mood tidur, mood nak online, mood mandi, mood dengar lagu and mood lain semua dah hilang. 
Nasib baik mood belajar aku tak hilang. Always got mood. *parah kalau mood study hilang*
Yeah, The fact that hard to accept......
Mood nak spazzing and fangirling lagi lah. Lesap terus............ Takde feel langsung!
TAK DAPAT PERGI GOLDEN DISK AWARD *golek-golek atas katil*

Okay FAIZ, calm down. Be positive. Like @Kiseob_Rawr says, wait the next event.
*if I can attend*
So, I just need to accept the fact and melukut tepi buku until the end of my final and have to bear this fact.
Haih. So, yok tengok AJL27! :D